The day that kills,

With all my honestly i thought  this day would mean nothing to me, i didnt think twice about it till i looked at the date. it brought back all my old memories of him. this was the day from one year ago that i felt like nothing could touch me. i couldnt stop smiling at work i couldnt have been in a better mood. this was the day that i could tell him that i loved him and honestly mean it with all my heart. he was my world. and my everything. ever time me and my bestfriend sydney have talks bout the men that i we once loved i shrug him off like he means nothing. but last night when i was at sydneys and i looked at my phone and saw that it said "Nov 7th" this was the only thing i could think about. i thought that i was completely over this boy, but after remembering that nigh exactly a year ago. i have never felt so broke.